I'm back!

Wow, it's been too long! I totally lost track of time and definitely forgotten about my Blogger account - which, by the way, was called Blogspot the last time I was about - this is so awesome!

This post isn't going to be a daily journal, it's just me welcoming myself back to this website of mine. I am 23, by the way. Yea, very old comparing to 4 years ago.

Anywaaaaaaay-

WELCOME BACK, SELF!

x
'Ello there!

I know I haven't been writing any blog lately, I can't be fucked really. Knowing that no one actually reads my blog, and no one gives a fuck. I still sometime miss the feel of writing whatever I want, in my private blog. So I come by sometimes to check on my blog (no point really) and today I've decided I will write something here!

I went to Jakarta on the 3rd of June and just got back last night the 15th of June. I went for a test for a University in Bandung, and of course, a little holiday for myself. So, the first thing that came to my mind when I arrived at Soekarno-Hatta International Airport was to Tweet. Yes, I am addicte to Twitter. This is my Twitter, do follow, lol! So yeah, I went to the sim card booth and got myself a new Indonesian number and set up the 3G connection right away! When everything is done, I went to A&W restaurant to wait for my friends to come and pick me up. So I get myself a cup of coffe, lit a cigarette, and Tweet all the way!

I text my parents and close friends to tell them I have arrived safely! Different replies filled my phone's inbox. Most of them are funny texts, lol! After a long wait at the restaurant, they finally came! Ivan, Ryan and Drinna. Those are my bestest friends ever! They're always there for me, oh how I miss them! Fuckkk. But anyways, we had lunch and played UNO before we left. We were there for quite sometime, because we were hungry already on the way back, lol! So we decided to eat dinner at Mas Mono restaurant! After dinner, we all left for home.

We went to Bandung on the 6th of June cause I got a test at University Padjajaran on the 7th. I thought we coud go there on the 7th, but the test will be starting at 8AM. So we left Jakarta at 7PM on the 6th of June. It was Me, Drinna, Ivan, Ryan, Cenna and Aldilla. It was so much fun, we didn't sleep at all. Not even me, the one who's got a test in the morning! But it's ok, we managed to be there on time. During the test, I kinda fell asleep a few times, it was embarassing because I was sitting in front LOL. The test lasted until 1PM.

After the test, we went for a little round in Bandung. Looking at Factory Outlets who sells branded clothes and other stuff for a really cheap price. We didn't get anything, LOL! We also stopped at Circle K (a convenient store) to get drinks then we hung out at the hotel's swimming pool and played UNO. We left for Jakarta at 8PM.

If I write down all the things that happened whilst I was there, this post would be so fucking long. But I'm a lazy bastard, so I'm not going to write anymore. But instead, I'm gonna spam you with pictures from when I was in Jakarta. I will put a little caption below the picture so you will know what was happening and which is which. Enjoy!


Ryan, Ivan, Drinna and me right after they picked me up!


I love her!


Playing UNO at Burger & Grill restaurant.


Ayu and I, at Starbucks Thamrin.


Tasya, Drinna and me at Kelapa Gading Mall for Junior high reunion.


I miss them all, great lot!


Best friends!


I've got lots of other pictures to post but can't be fucked right now really. Time flies by just like that, 2 weeks seemed like 2 days. I miss each of everyone of you who has spent time with me when I was there. I shall see you soon! I hope I get accepted at the University! Wish me luck! x
Do you know the feeling of emptiness? Have you ever had a feeling that is so much more than loneliness? It's the one that can't be cured just like that, no matter how much you go out and socialize with people, you still feel empty. I have it now. All I wanna do is cry and just be alone but at the same time, I want some companion. Not just for-the-sake-of-it or hang out company, but deeper than that. This is complicated, I can't even put words to define how I feel. Nevermind.

Listening to me get all depressed is not fun, so let's now move onto the next thing. Mysterious guys. Yep, guys who often sit in the corner, alone. Guys who eats alone in the canteen. Guys who look like they have secrets. Guys who often has long hair, angry looking face, and are introverts. I am a sucker for them. I find them really interesting, and attractive. I'm probably not the only one, but I don't know any girls who likes them.


Tim Riggins from Friday Night Lights and Warren Peace from Sky High. I like the characters better than the actors. Not that they are not good looking or nice, don't get me wrong. But as I said, I like mysterious guys like Tim and Warren which I'm sure the real actors are not so much like them. Then again, I wouldn't know for sure. To be honest, I don't really know anyone who are exactly like them. Because in real life, they would be introverts, and I am a bit of annoying, so they would want to be as far apart from me as possible.

I have joined a new social site called Dailybooth. This site allows you to take pictures with your webcam. I find it very much interesting, because if you take one picture everyday for one year, you can see how much you've changed and I think the idea of the website alone is pretty cool! You can also follow people so when they took new pictures you will get notifications on your homepage. Click here to take a look at my page. Don't forget to sign up because it's so much fun! Oh, and also, follow me and follow my Twitter too.

I don't know what to ramble about anymore. So I'm going to bail out of here.
I swear I am alive. I've been wanting to write a new blog for days but always got distracted by other websites. And finally, I closed all the sites and put my MSN (I should probably call it Windows Live Messenger now) on busy mode. It's time to write a blog!

Hello.
There's not much new happening with me as of recently. My life is not really exciting, you see. I suppose it was, until something happened yesterday. I'm not gonna ramble about it, but to know that I had to postponed the most exciting plan of the year. That bloody event just switched a switch in me. I went emo last night. Not cutting-myself-in-the-corner-of-the-bathroom emo, just emotional. And then, there's one thing, just one tiny wee thing, that I want, would, like to have/feel. But I don't think I'm gonna get that some time soon. Which is sad because it's nice to have it, it sorta makes me happy. But enought about that, if I keep going on about it, it would take me days finishing this blog. Believe me, it is that much and so selfish in a way. The outcome of my boring sad life is, me becoming careless.

I have been playing The Sims 2 a lot nowadays. Gosh, that game is so addictive! I currently have 5 families simultaneously. It's because that I need to make partners for my characters. And because I'm using custom skin, my sim will look so much better than the original ones from the game. When I first started to play, I made a really hot beautiful perfect looking character, so I thought, the partner of my character will have to at least look as pretty as my character. After both characters got together, they have children and I will play them as well. Then I ended up making another family so that the children will have an equally pretty partner! It's a bit confusing but I am very fussy about it, so I have shit loads of families in it and more coming soon. I got 6 young adults in College, 3 toddlers, 2 elders, 8 adults, 6 dogs and a cat in total. Not in the same family, of course! I'm playing each one of them. It's so much fun! Especially when your characters looks like freaking models, hahaha!

Heard Christian Bale yelling in the set of T4 yesterday for the first time, thanks to YouTube. Omg what a dick! I saw the news about it, but I thought it wasn't gonna be that mean and long! It was a 4 minutes of constant insult and humiliation and he was constantly using  profanity at the guy. Such a shame because he's such a good actor.  I feel so bad for the guy, he should've punched him in the face. But I know it wasn't that easy.

Wow, I started this blog at 6PM and now is 10:10PM already. I'm such a procrastinator. Bye!