I have been in a bad mood lately, have been moaning a lot and also getting pissed off at some stupid little things. That lousy attitude of mine need to be getting rid off soon. It doesn't only pisses me off, but it also affects my daily life and ruins my routine throughout the day. I tend to nag and complain about almost everything, to everyone. I feel like a jerk when I talk to people, because I will always point out the negative side of something, anything, everything. I feel like such a burden to my close mates, when I finally told them all my problems, they ended up solving it for me. It's that pathetic. I was thinking of writing down the issues (or more like feelings) that I have in here. But fuck it, I'm not someone who rants about their problems on their blog, letting everyone in the world to see. I am a Taurus and from what I read, a Taurean tend to keep things inside - so no one would know when or why they're upset. That fits perfectly, I don't like showing my feelings, especially when I am upset. On the other hand, having that kind of attitude towards own's feelings is a bit, frustrating. Because I will ended up being all moody and shit. And to be honest, I don't like getting all moody towards the people that caused me being one. I don't like getting all moody full stop. It makes me feel bad and it's also not fair for them because they got no clue on what's going on. I only tend to get all moody towards the people that I have a problem with. I really hate doing that, but it's out of my capability to control it. I need to work on letting my emotions out to the people that need to know. This is shit. I'm out.