I think this is really cool.

I feel so uninspired lately -sigh.

I need some inspiration. My head is empty and my words are not forming properly. This is shit. I need some effing inspiration! I need inspiration not just for this, but also for my writings. For those who didn't know, I've been writing my "novel" for 2 months now and I've been sorta stuck for a couple of days. Not that I'm stuck with the story or not knowing what to do, I just don't know how to put the right words. My mind seems empty like a blank canvas, it's preposterous. Even at the moment, I keep thinking of the right words to write in here.

Dean just came on, yay!

I went throught my ex-box last night. Basically it's a box filled with my ex's stuff and the stuff he gave me. I literally put everything that has to do with him: clothes, books, DVDs, movie tickets etc. It was really hard even to look at the box, but last night, I went through it and with the help of Dean, we sort some stuff that I should keep. So basically, these are the things that I'm keeping and it's all the things that he gave me, not his:

Wolverine comics, Prison Break season 1-3 DVDs, The Italian Job DVD, Incubus tee and also Harry Potter novels series 6-7.

When we broke up, I immediately put all of his stuff in a box along with the stuff that he gave me. I was not thinking rationally because I was filled with anger and rage. I was literally crying and just threw everything that I could see that was his or from him. And I didn't realize that I really like some of the stuff. Especially the Black and White Edition of Wolverine comic book. Wolverine is my favorite! So I put those stuff back in to the shelf in my room. But yeah, I decided to keep those stuff instead of burning them. And to be honest, it's weird to write about this with the fact that anyone could read it.


Fact:

I love Rupert Grint and he's what my perfect guy would be.